WHAT?!

28 OCTOBER 2007
That's just a day before 29th! So unforgettable. 29th is our engagement anniversary if u are still oblivious of that fact by now. My LOvELy FiaNcE was out jalan raya with his dear YDO mates - A boy's day out or so he calls it (hEh).
But thats not quite the important stash. I stayed home the whole day working on my baby lappie doing school stuff. Half an hour to 7pm i called LOvELy FiaNcE up as he was supposed to confirm with me the time he was going to teach my bro Fiqh. Air got a bit tense when he gave a time little too late. Soon right after we killed it off, i called up my cuzzie frantically asking if she could just take some time off to teach my lil bro. Then i got back to work far from peace.

Now here's the real stash - A minute to 7pm i received an SMS. "Abg accident". Good. Already we didn't hit it off too well on the last call, now you're playing tricks; or so i thought. i sweetly replied to thet SMS half expecting a reply. But when i did not get any reply after, say, 10 secs, i started to panic. I called but no one answered my call. A minute later i called again. A fren i didn't know answered; Not knowing what to tell me. Passed the phone to LOvELy FiaNcE. Heard him speak. Sigh of relieve. But that accident wasn't just a stupid joke. It damned happened. He only said he cant move his head and cut the line off. uH-oH... PaNicK bOmB. I called again almost in tears. Good fren Shahib answered the call this time.Given a choice i wouldn't speak to him on the phone. I wouldn't speak to any other guy on the phone for no apparent reason, just passing time. No, especially not his good buddy. He explained at length what happened and how it happened. He's words are all jumbled that i did not even know if his parents were already informed. But i roughly got the picture of what happened. Thnx. His car skidded, went up the divider, spun to the other side of the road and hit into a tree. Miracle has it that they were still in quite a good shape. The human, not the car. The back of the car squashed. But they were still in one piece. SubhanAllah.

I woke my parents up telling them LOvELy FiaNcE met with an accident panicking them all the same. For the first time i managed to change in 10 mins. After i changed, i called LOvELy FiaNcE again. Good fren answered the call again and every subsequent calls i made. He told me he was in the ambulance accompanying LOvELy FiaNcE to Tan Tock Seng Hospital. I called up LOvELy FiaNcE's home and bapak answered. Told him of the accident and venue. Then me and mum and dad hit the front gate. As we were about to leave the house, My aunts and cuzzies came for Hari Raya. We told them we had to leave and are very sorry. We told them to just stay in and my Bro would serve them. My grandad was home too. Then, we left. Went to TTSH in a cab. Reached TTSH Emergency Department and spot Good fren at the door. He told us that LOvELy FiaNcE is still in the emergency room. Dad gave his I/C and went in not bothering whether i want to go in and meet LOvEly FiaNcE. Finaaly he came out and i get to go in. I was directed to room 8. There were so many people on the beds and i couldn't find LOvELy FiaNcE. And when i found him, i wished i hadn't. It was painful to see him lying there on the bed helplessly. He had the neck brace(collar) on. He couldn't move his head, looking at me from the corner of his eyes. i only managed to whisper some hopeful words into his ears; Saying 'its going to be okay' and 'be strong' and 'i love you' before the doctors tell me to wait outside. I didn't want to leave him alone in there with all the other patients and staff. I wanted to be there. But they made me leave. As i was going out, his mum and dad arrived. Shook hands with mak and bapak and waited for LOvELy FiaNcE to be out. He was in there for over 4 hours - from 7.30pm to almost 12mn. He still could not lift up his head by then and was warded. The driver Azhar was informed. he came by guilty. Wasn't his fault totally. it was just them being at the wrong place at the wrong time. Or what i call it - FATE. I cancelled my Jalan Raya trip with my poly frens the next day. i wanted to spend the time with LOvELy FiaNcE. I couldn't bring myself to leave him in the ward alone when i had to leave that night. there were 4 beds in that ward 3 of which is empty. He was all alone. I was on the verge of crying. I saw him tearing up too. I promised him i'd there the next morning. Then bapak drove mum, dad and me home.This whole thing made me cherish you more.

I am thankful

that God gave us time

to see and

to love

each other again.