helpless.

You know that feeling of being helpless?
I just feel helpless and stupid not being able to do anything.
Where is this whole thing leading to?
What's becoming of me?
What do i really want in life?
You can't have everything in life but there must
be something that you can?
It's not like you can't have anything?
So many questions yet i don't have a single answer to those.
Willing. Most willing. But why?
Am i really becoming dumb?
How come i let anything bother me?
Would i see happiness at the end of the line?
Where is this going?
How will everything be?
Hopeless. Helpless. Stupid. Dumbfounded.
And worse, not being able to do anything about it.
Hah. Nur Sdadiqin Binte Mohd Fuad, you are hereby certified to be
a dumbass. Thank you.