I want to look up to you. Help me.

qwerty.
I want to be able to look up to you
as a respectable man.
As on that respects himself.
One that respects his family
by respecting himself.
One that respects the people around him.

qwerty.
I hate hearing about all the shits in you.
All the more see them.
I want to shut them when i hear them.
Because you worth much more.
I hate it when i see them smile at you
when all they do behind is trash you.

qwerty.
Don't you know?
Or do you pretend not to know?
I'll keep standing up for you.
But i can't stand for long.
But i will for as long as i can.